Will a good girl dump a friend?
Will a good girl dump a friend?
I believe she won’t.
But that makes me be not a good
girl.
Cuz believe it or not I did
dumped a friend.
Didn’t know whether what I did
was a right decision or a wrong one.
Was it a huge relief or
merely a howler.
Not dumping actually but getting
rid of a friendship exactly.
I thought she could be a new
good friend.
She was at first.
Then when we got closer she
suddenly be a demanding kind of friend.
She talked much and never really
listened.
And in a week she started to
exploit my welcome.
A new person who just walked into
my world but already made a scene?
There’s no way I was gonna stick
with this friendship.
I left, hide.
Rejected all calls she made.
Ignored all messages she sent and deleted them from my inbox.
I totally disconnected all
possible links.
Didn’t want to know everything
about her, until now.
This is my real story.
Is this already making me looked
evil?
Well if I tell another recent
story then I perhaps could be a positive bad girl.
I plan to get away –again-
lately, from a guy whom I call
mr.toohardtotalkless.
Yes, that name already explains,
yeah?.
He loves to talk. Talk about
everything. Everyday.
When he knows I need silence, he
keeps on making sound.
Even after I shout you shut up!
He still won’t.
He likes to psychoanalyze. Think
about this and that and everything thinkable.
Make lots of theories of life as
if he’s the straightest human being in the world.
Okay that’s fine, but judging
me? Nah nah that is annoying!
Think he knows me then sum “great
assessments” on who I am are made up..
Who da hell is he to judge me?
Send me messages every day. I
repeat, every day.
Ask too much questions for a
friend. Bloody curious.
Doesn’t it sound like he’s one
of a kind of my previous no-longer-friend?
Demanding. Pushy.
It’s been almost a year since I
got him close to my every day.
And all this time I’ve been very
patient beyond my limit.
I am tired to “serve” him.
Being fed up of being nice to
him, I back off and minimize the contact.
When I step back, he moves
forward, keeps on asking and trying to pull me back.
The more he pulls me, the more I
wanna push him away.
I realized behind all these
uncomfy situations he is actually a nice and kind guy.
But as long as he keeps on treating
me the way he did, I can’t save this friendship.
I know I shouldn’t just throw it
away.
So mr.toohardtotalkless, I know u r gonna read
it. U r reading it.
Will u help me get thru this?
Treat me properly so I won’t be
the mean girl I thought I am.
Then we can be good friends,
better friends than before.
Ronald said,
June 8, 2008 @ 6:37 pm
Hi Kary…
Martapura Gulz
komentar gue neh..
may be to cowok emang ngefans banget ama loe truz cari perhatian lewat “Talk 2 much”
So… waktu dia “ceramah” loe diam ambil walkman dengerin musik and don’t care about him, forget about it…
Emang in this world orang kayak gitu kenapa ya kok dilahirkan ya…?
ati2 lho.. orang yg ngefans 2 much bisa jadi phsyco killer( he..he..he.. gak segitunya lagi..!!)
gw juga pernah ngalamin kayak gitu but Know I can Breath coz the Gulz like that not disturb me anymore…
OKE Kary.. be Possitive Gulz
Save Th World Save Jerusalem
& Freedom 4 Palestine…
Ronald Ahmad Yusuf
adhit said,
June 10, 2008 @ 1:34 am
Wew, eneng ada masalah lagi ya ?
dulu masalah jati diri si X….Sekarang…oh my dear, masalahnya kok, masalah perasaan trus seh…
Ngasih comment ni ya…
do you have any horn or twin horn on ur head ?
No…so you’re excatly not an evil…although you wearing red on ur head right now…hahaha
Tapi…Karena dirimu seorang wanita, ya mungkin bisa maklum aja klo konflik nya berkepanjangan, ga tau knpa, tapi tu umum terjadi antar ce, ya kan….(sepengalamanku lho)
Bilang ku, klo ga ada satu aja yg ngalah pasti susah, ngalah bukan berarti mempermalukan diri, bukan berarti mengakui klo kesalahan tu totaly ada pada kita…JAdi apa salahnya mulai duluan buat nge fix hubungan eneng titing…tu juga klo neng titing ngerasa kerenggangan yg sekarang ga pantes dipertahankan…
no matter how far or long life takes me away, i will always think about her or him, coz they are my best friend, (i guess, but who know)
Option ke 2 klo emang ga mau lagi temenan ma tu co and ce dan pengen numbuhin tanduk di kepala eneng titing dan jadi devil yg evil, ya bilang aja (lewat SMS, klo ga berani ngomong langsung)
“Tolong ya, jangan ganggu lagi, sampai sekarang tu kamu udah cukup bikin aku terganggu, Oke ? thanks, klo kamu bisa ngerti”
Di jamin, dia ngerasa seperti di tendang kaki kuda…ngerasa guilty lah…HAhahhaha…tapi jgn jadi evil deh ya, Cantik2 kok jahat…
Kedamain, ketenangan, kebahagiaan ga hanya ad klo kita lagi bertukar, berbagi perasaan dengan keindahan dunia, Teman pun tentu juga bisa menjadi tempatmu untuk mendapatkan itu semua