my lil’ world

people ask, wut am i gonna do to him?
leave him?
ohoho.. no way.
help him?
absolutely, that’s a must. (but i worry he duzn’t need my help)
how?
by poisoning his mind with holy things like God?
hm, i dun think it will work. he knows well that God always keep eyes on him. he realizes God won’t like his living. he even does prayers. he understands.
then how?
i dun know. i’ve told him lots of influencing statements und other uncountable words that probably would b succeed 2 touch his heart. yeah it worked a lil’ but not so long.
nothin’s significant.
no gain.
too blind 2 see d logic, i guess.
now i have nothin left 2 say.
i’m juz gonna support him, any path he undergoes.
it’s not that i surrender.
a faith in me still remains.
he won’t live it in his entire life.
we’ll c.
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replace me in this case.
wut must u do?
am i such moron to do that "wait und see" ?

i’ve neva imagined life would b this hard..
he never admitted it, even 2 me, a great secret keeper he could trust.
yet i knew, sumthin’s changed, he’s changed.
" leave him! get rid of that nasty world! stop it.. quickly, b4 u’re drown 2 deep.."
i said so, over n over again. hoping it’s not 2 late 2 wake him up from his unconsciousness.
he said he couldn’t.. it’s love, he named it.
he never knew how heart-breaking it was, 2 hear such unexpected word: LOVE!
felt like a part of my world falls.
i thought it was only a game he played.
but no, its real..
it always makes me wonder, wut sort of life he will have ?
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have u ever imagined that sum1 u luv suddenly become a homosexual?
guess u’ve neva.
und betcha neva.